ok...wow...sooo much to say!!! well i went to the fair with my baby and for the first time ever i rode the faris wheel!!! and it was amazing!! it stoped on the very top and me and jake watched the sunset!! and of course we kisssed!!! i have never been to the fair with any of my boyfriends!! now i have!!i got a shirt made!! its the cutiest!!! jake tried to win me EVERYTHING but he couldnt!! he was sooo mad!! i tried to win me a fish!! i couldnt!!! i wasnt mad!! lol!!! i have been talking ot heather!! i hung out with her again!! i was awesome!!! i am goin to do it more and more!! i went bowling last night it was bad!!! i bowled an 11 my 3rd game bc i was so mad i stoped tring!! jake tryed to cheer me up and it worked!! im goin to homecoming without jake!! he promise me prom but homecoming isnt happening!! so im goin with brittany!! me an her r goin to have a awesome night!! my birthday is soon!! im so excited!! jake is planing on something!!! i cant wait!!! i already got my presant from my parents(aka my awesome car!!!!). i am finaly turley happy in my life.....i have ht e best boyfriend in the world, i have great grades, i have the coolest of friends, and im not holding on to the past any more(yeah there have been times i thought "what might be today"but i start to think about it and it just reminds me of how good i have it!!!). i truely see my life with jake now. marriage, kids, real jobs, a house, paying bills, fighting, gettin old, grandkids, everything!! god and bad!! i would say i cant wait but it has already started!!:wink: | 
